so many things have happened for the past week that i dun even know where to start anymore. met up with my dearest twin sis, yeo xinyi today! haha. well. i guess she was kinda worried about me being out of love. but seriously, i am fine. when one gets hurt to the extreme, it would become immune. like me! haha. ok. talk cock. well. went village for dinner! she sure had an expensive taste bud. but me being the greedy one spent more than her. aww. there goes my money on the feast. but it's worth! cos i had dinner with baobei! haha. work in sentosa was really relax. and my sales was the lowest of all time. never even hit 300 bucks! easier job for me too! damn slack today at work. went to meet cousins to do some shopping 1st before meeting xinyi. well cousins were damn fun to be with. they can just make u laugh like some crazy ass. haha!

what you have been through, i have been through too. i understand how you are feeling. i dunno what to say to comfort you, to make u happier but the least i can do is to listen to your cries. i dun mind at all. we are friends. that's what friends are for. u will get over it. i have faith in you. we have nothing to be afraid of. cos they are the ones who should feel guilty. we might have laid down our pride for love and got rejected, but at least our conscience are clear. we might have did crazy things, things we thought we will never do in our entire life, but at least we tried our best. they just dun understand. we might not understand what they are thinking, but they obviously have no idea what we had in mind too. the effort u have put in would not go wasted. one day, he will know that he had lost a great girlfriend! no worries! we are still here by your side! smile! :)

you ain't worthy of her love