couldn't sleep the whole of last nite. cos my back is aching and my lower body felt abit numb. scare the shit out of me. but i should be all right. care more about my cheek now. it's getting so swollen! anyway. as i said i couldn't sleep, which was like i think the 1st time in my entire life! i started thinking about stuffs. lots of stuffs. wahaha. and yes. i had some reflection of cos. well. but without facing the mirror. i mean it's kinda stupid to face the mirror and reflect right? haha. i realized that i am the one at fault. actually, all these that had happen has seriously had something gotta do with my temper. haha. well. yes. my temper is really bad. i must learn my lesson from all these. come to think of it, i was really evil to daryl last time. haha. i have to admit that his tolerance level is really very high. for that i admired him. but i never thought that i was childish. i mean maybe at times. but well. i mean women do have some privilege to be childish at times, so you guys can't really blame us right? haha. but wells, if you even read my blog, i want to apologize to u. sorry for everything ya? anyway, it's over. so let's all have a fresh start cos i am very sure we are going to find our happiness! dun say that i am hypocrite ok? i meant all that i had said. :)

the start of something new :)