work today totally sucks. and saw rayner as usual -.-" stand down early cos i scared i might just blow up at one of those irritating guests. sales tally. which is a good thing. haha. then went to meet ash and chris. went to play at the arcade. the dinosaur game. damn exciting. then was kinda worried about mel. so went to meet her in bugis where she prayed and got an amulet for issac -.-" i know she loves him, but he doesn't seem to know. she cried. first time saw her cried. everyone in the park was looking at us. cos she cried kinda loud. what can i do? i have no idea. i am scared too. i don't know how to comfort her. ash had no idea too. all we can do is to just sit there and watch her cry. tears were already forming at the corners of my eyes. geez. i can't stand seeing my friends cry. i will just be sad and cry with them. ash too. so we were practically there trying to cheer mel up at the same time wipe away her tears. she must have been really sad. but i hope she is ok after we left her. she stayed so far. if not we could have sent her home.

do not be sad cos we will always be there for you! tomorrow is another day! :) cheers.

ur intention, i might not know and might never know. you are right. i missed my last chance. this taught me a lesson. never take chances for granted. you really taught me lots of things. and for that i thank you. i cannot say i am not sad. i cannot say i will get over you SOON but well, life goes on. friends i hope! :) and sorry for the last time. been saying too much sorry till even i myself find it kinda meaningless. hope everything will go on smoothly for us both from now on! cheers once more! :)

maybe afterall, i might be the childish one. haha. and when i said that i won't cry, i won't. too stubborn to let my tears drop again. haha. never cried for nearly a week well except for mel -.-". that's not counted. i can do it!

going to mel's house to keep her accompany tmr. cos issac is gg to book in. she doesn't want to be alone. yeah! vodka. and seriously, if i ever get drunk and sprout nonsense, keep it between those in the room, guys. promise? :)